ok Am I too nice? Do I think too much? Do I care too much? I would do anything for anyone if I felt they deserved it and I feel that that is not ok. I should be meaner for people to want to be around me. I am very selective about who I let around me, but when people get to know me they seem to appreicate me, but just as an idea, as if I am not real....  ¶ 10:45 PM